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Subhi sodiq medamid. Partavi hayotbakhshi oftob olamro munavvar menamud. Murgoni chaman az shodi nagmasaroi menamudand. Barghoi darakhton az khursandi chapak mezadand. Dar hama jo nuru safo va shavqu shodi tantana mekard. Nolidani Bogigul in hamaro barbod dod:
– Ord kam mond…
– Orom shav, orom! – guft Amon.
– Holamon chi meshavad?!.
– Orom shav, orom! – takror namud Amon.
– Nametavonam, – guft Bogigul. – Oh, Hudoyo, man chi mekunam?!.
Amon az in gapho chun mui otashdida ba khud pechid. Okhir, Hudo nadihad, chi kor kunad? YAk moh boz joyash bozori mardikoron. Misli jugz az subh to shom meshinad. Kase uro kiro namekunad. Ba umed meravadu noumed meoyad. Holash tang, kisa kholi, dilash pur. Namegiryadu bas…
Az sari rohash gurbai sip-siyoh baromad.
«Uh, shumru-e! – guzasht az dili Amon. – Ruzam bebaror meshavad».
Va u qafo gashta ba khonai mullo Tabar raft. Gushash bod yofta bud, ki u zur, mushkilkusho. CHun u bisyor budaand. Navbat girift. Navbatash rasidu matlabashro izhor kard.
– Mekhohed kor yobed?
– Ha, ha! Albatta!
– Serpul boshad?
– CHaro ne?! Albatta!
Mullo Tabar ba u se dona kogaz dod. YAk kalon, du mayda.
– Inho chi?
– Dam shin! – tanbehomez guft mullo. – Peshpurtaki nakun! Osiyo bo navbat. Hamaashro meguyam!
– Ha, khub! – du dast peshi bar burd Amon.
– Inho «chi» ne. Inho tashtov. Dar onho oyathoi Quroni karim navishta shudaand. Ehtiyot kun. YAk maydaashro shom, duyumashro khuftan, kalonashro bomdod dud mekuni, – fahmond mullo Tabar. – Va pesh az tului oftob ru ba rui oinai barqad meisti. Rost, chun alif. Az aksi khud mepursi: «Tu kisti?» Ba joi aks ham khudat javob medihi: «Man odami zur! Qaviirodavu bonizom! Boaqlu dono! Hushyoru oqil! Hama kor az dastam meoyad! Man metavonam! Metavonam! Metavonam!!!»
Begoh khele der, khastavu lakot, ammo khushhol ba khona omad. Va sadoi shodonaash baland gasht:
– Zanak!
– Ey, ha!
– Tez inja biyo!
– Omadam, yak dam sabr kun! CHi gapay? – hozir shud hamsarash. – E…y. Omadi, mardak? Hubi?
– Man? Hele khubam! Hub ne, oliyam! Oli!
– CHi khel oli?! Nakhod ganj yofti?!
– Imruz bakhtam khandid, zanak. YAksadu si somoni kor kardam. Mefahmi? YAk sadu si somoni!
– E, voy-e! Nakhod, ki rost?!.. E khayriyate!..
YAkbora gubori anduh az chehrai Bogigul nopadid gasht. Az khursandi dilash bog-bog kushoda shud. Az shavqu shuri botin shavharashro sakht ba ogush kashida, saru ruyashro busaboron kard. Jaga dum junbonda ba onho nigoh kard. Guyo ba shodii sohibonash sharik shudan khost.
– Boz yak khabari khush. Amakam Hoja az ziyorati khonai Hudo bargasht. Pagoh ba deha meravem.
Amonro guyo ki zambur gazid, oshuftaholu besaranjom gardid.
– Okhir, marakai hoji man karda shudaast-ku!
– Bale, gapat rost, lekin hojisalom rasm shudaast. Ba ziyorati hoji raftan bisyor kori savob ast. Barakat meorad.
Amon hayron monda rost ba chashmoni u nigarist:
– Rost megui?
– Rosti rost. Hudo chunin sharafro ba har kas nasib namegardonad.
Amon sakht hayratzada shud. Tez-tez ba hamsarash dida dukht, ammo chize naguft, ki be khudo nakhonadash.
– Mo boyad hatman ba hojisalom biravem. Okhir, chi khel nameravem? Hama kheshu tabor meravad. Narafta nameshavad. Hama ayb mekunand, mekhandand, tana mezanand.
– Hayr hej gap ne, – ohi sard kashid Amon. – Hojisalom boshad, hojisalom. Maylash, meravem.
– Borakallo, mardakjon! Nav aqlat daromad. Ammo dasti kholi, du dast dar bini rafta nameshavad.
Az sari Amon yak satil obi khunuk rekhtand. To in dam bardam bud. Az in sukhani hamsarash khasta shud. Hastae, ki digar mayli yagon kor nadorad. Ba chehra va chashmoni hamsarash nigarist, sar junbond, lek chize naguft. Bogigul dumboli sukhanashro girift:
– Baroi in boyad du libos matoi khushru poyandoz, yak lali qandu qandaloti qimat, yak qutti saqich baroi chochuqi bigirem.
– CHi-i-i?! – Amon chunon bad-bad ba hamsarash nigarist, ki u qarib jo ba jo zahrakaf shavad. – Mekhohi puli bo sad azob yoftai maro ba bod posh dihi?!
Bogigul bo holati etiroz guft:
– CHaro ba bod? Ba kori khayr sarf meshavad.
Dar pusti Amon murgak davida, yak bor tanash larzid. Sipas araqi sard barovard.
– Okhir, Hoja khesham, amaki hamkhunam.
Amon chashmi nafrat ba hamsarash dukht va andake badqahrona guft:
– Hesham! Hesham! CHi kor doram ba kheshat?!
Hamin basanda bud, ki Bogigul hamchun bargi khushki dar otash aftoda dargirad.
– Ha, kheshi tu kheshu kheshi man khesh ne?! – dod zad u. – Baroi tu shuda az kheshu taboram judo shavam?! Kuhri, radi maraka gardam?! E ne-e! In piltai khoma az gushat kash!
– E, shud! Bas! Gushu maynaamro khurdi-ku! – hamchunin ovoz sar dod Amon.
Bogigul hungos zada pasi giryai shur ba qismati talkhi khud hazor lanat khond.
Az chi boshad dili Amon tah nishast. Va beikhtiyor chand bor sulfid. Sipas kanda-kanda guft:
– Orom shav, Bogigul… kh-khohish mekunam. Iltimos. Kame rohat kun. To-to… Toqati didani obi didai turo nadoram.
Bogigul az girya mond, kam-kam orom shud. Amon sukutero, ki muddate ba tul anjomid, shikast va sulhomez guft:
– Nakhod, ki be chizu chora rafta nashavad?
Bogigul neshkhande zad va tanaomez guft:
– E mardak, magar chashm nadori? Namebini? YO khudatro ba nodoni mezani? Okhir, odamon qolin, buzu gusfand mebarand. Ba sari hoji pachka-pachka pul mechoshand.
– Vo-o-h!
Lahzae lolu muztar mond. Bad ba khud omada, bo qiyofai jiddi guft:
– Qiyomat nazdik shudaast guy!
Bogigul jigot andokhtu guft:
– Qiyomat? In chi gap?
– O, odamone ki nadorand, chi kor mekunand?
– Qarzu qavola mekunand.
– Vo-o-h!.. Oh, Hudo!.. YO tavba! O, ba khonai Hudo baroi adoi qarzi khud meravand. CHaro ba mardum in qadar jabrro ravo mebinand? Hej chiro namefahmam. Hudoyo!.. Amaki tu baroi nomash mondan raft. YOd dori, ruzi raftan chi guft. «O-dam yak dam! – guftaand. Ki medonad: imruz hastemu pagoh ne. Az khud boyad nom monem». O, in khel nom mondan ba ki lozim?
Bogigul nafasi chuquru vaznine kashida khomush mond. Amon fursatro ganimat donista ba hujum guzasht:
– Gush kun, Bogigul! Man gami turo mekhuram okhir! Ord nest, bachaho saru libos nadorand, mefahmi yo ne?! Agar in pulro ba hojisalom sarf kunem, chi kor mekunem? Ba gadoi mezanem. Ba gadoi!
Bogigul lahzae muztar mond. Guyo sukhane nayoft. Badi andake tavaqquf gulu rushan kard va nigah ba rui shavharash bast.
– Gush kun, mardakjon! Pul khudash chist?
– CHist? Tu medoni ki chist? Az kujo? Tu ki hej goh ranji mardikori va tami araqi jabinro nachashidai. Qogazest, ki meoyadu meravad.
– Bale, meoyadu meravad. Zero chirki dast ast. YOftanash zahmati kazoie nadorad. Vale obru ki rekht, tamom, digar onro yofta nameshavad. YAk umr dogdor meshavi. Zeri bori tanavu malomat memoni. Tu haminro mekhohi? Tu mekhohi ki digar miyoni mardum sar nabardorem?
– E, nakhod rohi khalosi naboshad-a, az in vaboi asr?! – guyon Amon ba tangkuchai sarbasta vorid shud.
Bogigul bo sadoi baland guft:
– CHi? CHi gufti? CHi khel vabo?
Andaruni sinai Amon qahru gazabe jush mezad, khud ba khud beqarori dosht. Bogigul muntaziri posukh ba u nigoh mekard. Homushii tulonie dar miyon bud. Nihoyat Amon nafasi chuqur kashida ruy ba hamsarash ovard:
– Gush kun, zanakjon! «Durugi maslihatomez beh az rosti fitnaangez», meguyand. Biyo, nameravem. Osmon ba zamin namechaspad-ku? CHi bisyor? – bahona. Masalan, meguem, ki kasal budem. YO…
– CHi-i?! Tu devona shudi?! In chi gap?! CHaro niyati bad mekuni?!
– To bad nagui, nek naoyad, guftaand.
– Nomaqul kardaand! Fahmidi?!
Fikru hissiyoti vaznin Amonro azob medod. Vay asabiyona in su qadam mezad, on su qadam mezadu oh meguft, uh meguft. Dilash sakht metapid.
Boz nolai Bogigul baland shud:
– Oh, Hudo… Hudo-e!.. Nakhod sharmanda shavem?..
Amon ba hej vajh namekhost hamsarashro ozor dihad.
– Ku, yak hisobu kitob kun.
– CHiro?
– Harojoti hojisalomro.
– Ha, khub shudast mardak. In gapi digar. Hozir… Du libos poyandoz hashtod somoni, lali chil somoni, chochuqi dah somoni, puli rohkiroi raftu omad si somoni, hamagi yak sadu shast somoni.
– Vo-o-h! YAk sadu shast somoni?!
– YAk sadu shast somoni ravad ham obru az dast naravad. Peshi dustu dushman, kasu nokas saramon kham nashavad.
Amon bo tundi guft:
– O, boz si somoni lozim-ku?!
Va be on ki muntaziri posukh shavad afzud:
– Az kujo meyobem ?
Bogigul biduni andesha guft:
– YAk roh ast.
Amon bo hayrati beshtar pursid:
– Kadom?
Bogigul bo lahne qote posukh dod:
– Qarz.
Qalbash furu rekht. Hun ba suratash david.
– Boz qarz?! – qarib dod zad Amon. – Qarz giriftan oson. CHun du karat du. Ammo… Oyo medoni ki dodanash chi sangin ast?!
Bogigul bo kame tamaskhur va puzkhand guft:
– Hub medonam. Asabi nashav, charo dod mezani… Hej gap ne. Mard hasti-ku. Kor mekuni, qarza mekani…
Bogigul asiri tufoni muhit shuda bud.
Amon oh kashid va najvo kard:
– Hudoyo!..
Sipas sarashro poyin andokht va lab ba dandon gazid. Sukuti shavhar Bogigulro meozurd.
– Hoy! CHi, motam girifti?!
Nigohi zanu shu chun tir ba ham barkhurdand. Nigohi chashmoni Amon khashmu adovat doshtand, chashmoni Bogigul gamu gussa va alamu iltijo. Amon dark namud, ki poydevori khashmu adovati vujudash furu rekht. Va u ohi badarde kashid. Lab tagi dandon gazida kame istod. Sipas hukmi edomi pulro barovardu dast ba kisaash burd. Bo dili nokhoham pulhoro barovarda, ba hamsarash daroz kard:
– Ma, bigir!
Rangi rui Bogigul daromad. Hamchun guli alov shukuft. Vujudashro osoish faro girift.
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Bod bo surate ziyod dar kuchahoi kholi va khilvati deha medavid. Mepechid va yakmarom navo menavokht. Gamu alam dosht navoyash. Va boz kim-chi…
Ore, kim-chi!
Ammo chi?..
Dili Amon ham metapid, orom nabud. Va kim-chi khel peshomadi nokhushero ehsos mekard. Bui ozore ba mashomash merasid. Gapi hamsarash rost baromad. Az in ru savgotii onho khush naomad ba hoji Hoja. Rui hamsarash ham tursh gasht. Ba yakdigar kim-chi gushaki kardand va qiqir-qiqir khandidand. Hoji Hojai magruru az khud rafta bo siteza pursid:
– Tu az kujo omadi?
– Az kujo? – bo taajjub pursid Amon. – Az khona.
– Dar sari rohat magoza nabud? YO bozori «Sultoni kabir» dur bud? YO dar dari onho sag basta budand?
Amon buhtzadavu gij shud. Hoji intizori javob nashuda, ba hamsarash pichiros zad:
– Tez burda bajo kun, kase nabinad, ayb ast.
Guyo kord ba dili Amon khalonidand. Pesh az in vay hej goh chunin sukhanoni berahmonaro nashunida bud. CHehrai Amon guli pakhta barin zard shud. Az sharmu hayo ba murdani khud rozi bud. Va bo girevi jon dar dil nido zad: «Gunohamon chist?!» CHi boyad kard? Okhir nameshavad dili bandai Hudoro shikast! Izoi bandai mumin harom ast. Az mo, ki guzasht, Hudoro khush nameoyad.
Ba Bogigul vaznintar aftod. Dilu jigarash sukht, ob shud. Dar chashmonash ashk halqa zad.
– Motam nagir! – bo nafrat jigot andokht hoji.
Onhoro ba digar khona, khonai kunjaki burdand. Honai faqirona. Ayon ki khonai shisht nabud. Norufta, gajd, bue dosht noforam. Va khele sard bud. Az daru devorash ohangi dareg va dardu alam mejushid. Bad kheshashon Hasan bo hamsarash Ruqiya omad. CHashmonashon namnok bud. Hardu az jo barkhosta, be sukhan salomu aleyk kardand va nishastand. Sari kham, khomush budand. Ehtiyoji harf zadan nabud. Guyo ba janoza omada budand. Dar yak choynik choy ovardand. Kase ba on nigoh nakard.
– CHoyro kash, mardak. Tashna mondam.
Amon besukhan choyro gadond. CHoy rang nagirift. YAk piyola ba hamsarash dod. Hasan rad kard, nav choy nushidam guft. Az dari kushoda medidand, ki tabaqi kabobu osh ba khonai digar meburdand. Ehsosoti Amon mekhurushidu az dilash gazab favora mezad. Ajab khulqest Hojaro! Baroi chizu chora az odamu odamgari dur shudaast. Jam kardanashro medonadu khalos. Olamero jam kardaastu ba nazarash kam menamoyad. Hoji shudanashro ham baroi jam ovardan istifoda mebarad.
«YO tavba!.. Hazor tavba! O, chi mano dorad in khel zindagi? Magar zindagi jam ovardan ast? Hushbakht onest, ki khurdu bidod!»
Oh, kosh nameomadu namedid. CHi iloj, tir az kamon jast. Az zamiri qalbash ohangi dard mejushid. Jigarash mesukht, tori jonash ba navo meomad. Mekhost chor dahan falak bigirad. Bale, bale, mekhost ohu afgon, dardu alam va hama suzashro bo falak berun rezad.
Ammo…
Ba onho yak kosai shurbo ovardand.
– Gushti buqai sesol ast.
Onho ba kosai shurbo nigohe ham nakardand.
Gireh dar dil!
Gireh dar jabin!
Bugz dar gulu!
Bori dunyo bar dush!
Hamchunon khomush budand.
Harfe barnameovardand.
Nametavonistand.
Dar boz shudu javonmardi garibnamoe dar ostona huvaydo gardid.
– Tinjed?
Sipas bo khanda, bo saru sadovu shuluge guft:
– Uh, charo in turi nishasted? Magar chi ittifoqe aftoda?
CHun javobe nashunid boz ba sukhan omad:
– Vollo-billo! Az vaqte bibi murd, shodi az in khona par kashidu raft.
Tiri behurmati az javshani jonashon guzasht.
– CHize lozim shavad, sado kuned, – guft javonmard va qafo gashta darro pushid.
Pas na u va kasi digare rangashro nishon nadod.
Barq khomush shud. Hona yakbora torik gasht.
SHurbo dar kosa rui dastarkhon…
Nigaron ba mehmonon…
… ohista-ohista yakh bast…
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Sardi kam-kam to ba ustukhonashon rasid. Amon ohi sarde kashid. Bogigul khudro mekhurd: «Kosh, gush ba gapi Amon medodam?! Okhir surati in holro az kujo medonistam, az kujo?! Eh, odam shiri khomkhurda-da!»
Hasan ehsosi garibe dosht. Namedonist chi fikr bikunad. Hamvora rang az chehraash mebokht. Nigohhoyash pareshon va beqaror megasht. Dam ba Amon va dam ba Bogigul duzdona menigarist.
– Haaa-a…
Homushii tuloni va huznovare hukmron gasht. On misli bori garone bar dushi mehmonon sangini mekard. Bogigul digar natavonist on vazro tahammul kunad. Hudro dar changi khud nigoh doshta ba azobe az zeri dandonhoyash gur-gur kard:
– Mardak… omin kun… shokh shudam…
Guyo ba khud guft Bogigul. Az jonibi shavharash sadoe naomad. Nojunbon nishasta bud. Guyi qolab girifta bud bar joi nishastash. Bogigul boz ba hamsarash ruy ovard.
– A?.. CHi gufti?
– Balo guftam, – guft Bogigul. – Omin kun, vaqti khestan shud.
Hasan ham ba khud omadu shitobzada khohish namud:
– Ha, ha, yak omin kuned. Bikhezem, ki ruz raft.
Hamon javoni garibnamo paydo gasht.
– E kujo? Osh nakhurda… Se deg raft, narasid. CHorumash dam partoftagi.
– Tashakkur, lozim nest. Der meshavad!
– Hayr, maylash. Lozim nabudaast.
Onhoro be sukhan, bo abrui girehbasta gusel kardand. Aqallan az rui dil «Hush omaded! Boz biyoed!» naguftand.
– Ba mehmonon tasbeh doded?
– Ne, tamom shud.
– E, ha, ha, nav ba yodam omad. YAk dam isted. Pisaram ba bozori Korvon baroi tasbeh raft. Tez meoyad. Aqallan yak tasbeh girifta raved.
– E tashvish nakashed. Ba «bachai jayra» tasbeh chi lozim?
U qoh-qoh khandid.
– E shukhi-da!
Osmon tiraru budu oftob mahbusi abrhoi siyoh. Sadoe shunida nameshud, deha guyo yakh karda bud. Har du niz khomush budand, guyo qahri boshand. Amon dar dil hayfi pulho mekhond. Digar chi chora ham dosht?!.
– YO Hudo!.. – asabiyona nolid Bogigul.
Amon nigohe ba hamsarash kardu guft:
– Ha, tinji? CHi gap shud?
– Oh, saram-e! Gurs-gurs dilak mezanad.
U gumon dosht yo dilash mekafad yo sarash.
– Doru dori?
– Doru? Doru dar dorukhona. Bepul namedihand.
– Ba gumonam tabam mekunam.
– Holo ist, soztar tabat mekunad!
– E voy-e! Hudoyo, memuram!
– Hudkardaro davo nest.
Bogigul bo asaboniyat guft:
– E namak naposh-sh!
Nogahon Amon bo sadoi baland khandid: qah-qahai tuloni, ki tamaskhure buzurg dar khud nihon dosht.
Bogigul bo gayz pursid:
– CHi mekhandi?!
Jilavi khandaro bozdosht Amon va gadudi nafrat guluyashro jobajo girift. Va bo girevi jon nido kard:
– Johili haddu andoza doshta boshad yone?!
– Ki johil?
Bod in suolro ba durhoi dur burd.
Ki?..
Ki-i?..
Joh-i-i-l-l?…
Hi-i-i-l…
Burdu burd va ba joi javob bui barf ovard.
Bale, shamol sard bud va bui barf mekard.
13 dekabri soli 2009
