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Dastarkhoni idonai Tojiki

Roh dur astu khayolam pareshon. Mekhostam moshin bolu par baroradu ba parvoz oyad. Harchand, ki ronanda haddalimkon suratro meafzud. Goho chunin meshavad, ki dar yak on zindagi manii digar paydo menamoyad. Diruz hamrohi jurahoyam mahfil orosta, to posi shab suhbat doshtam, ki telegramma ovardand. Hondamu hush az saram parid. «Agar khohi, ki didor ba qiyomat namonad, zud rasida biyo. Ahvoli barodarat yakbora vaznin shudu…». Harchand du hafta pesh az in bo telefon guftugu karda budem. Barodaram badi sari qiblagoh misli padar mo se dodaru se khoharro sarobonu rahnamo shud, ba qatori odamon barovard, khonond, banavbat oilador kard. Aniq medonam, onho niz ogohi yoftaand, shoyad holo sari bolinash boshand. Faqat man az hama dur – dar poytakht umr ba sar mebaram.

dastarxonSubhi barvaqt bo umedi rahorah nahori khurdan choy, nonu tukhmu murgi pukhta va hasib tusha girifta, manu zanam ba hamin moshini kiroya nishastem.

Dere naguzashta az pasi qullai kuh chehrai oftob tulu kard.

Tasavvur mekunam, bechora yangaam Barno dar chi hol ast. Az avval to ba imruz ruzgori akaamro tozavu basar nigoh doshta tavonist. Tamomi khurdu kaloni deha ba po khostagistand. Onho mefahmand, ki kuhansoltarin muallima deha in olamro tark guftanist. Okhir chandin naslu avlodro dars dodaast.

Hurdsol budem, mo, on zamone, ki padaram favtidand. Rahmati duredgari kamnazire budand. Tobistoni guzashta, pisari kenjagiash diplom himoya kardu akoyam ba Dushanbe omad. Kullu ahli guzaramonro yod kardem. Ovoni bachagiro peshi nazar ovardem. Govpoi, alafdaravi, hezumchini, tamoshoi khurusjang, saydi kabku bedona, khushavu lolachini. Heshu tabor, ammavu tago, farzandoni khurdsolashonro, ki maro nameshinosand. SHinosand ham mehr nadorand. Akaam aybi khudat guft, ba deha kam meoi, manzili kheshu aqrabo ehtimol az yodat raftaast…

Hamsaram pobandi mulohizahoi khesh, pai ham sigareta chokidanhoyamro dida, «In qadar khudro azob nadihad, barodarat mardi hashtodsola, tani garm bedard nameshavad, inshoolloh shifo meyoband» – guyon goh–goh tasalli medod.

Baroi firebi andeshaho va rafi gurusnagi rahorah subhona kardem. Ronanda ham rozivu qanoatmand shud.

Ba markazi nohiya rasida yak sabad non, qandhoi harkhela, kharbuzavu tarbuz kharidem.

– YAk chil daqiqa, pas ba dehaaton merasem, – khud ba khud guft ronanda.

Toraft iztirobu hayajonam meafzud. Vaqte voridi deha gardidem, ba chehrai odamon chashm medukhtam. Bazeho shinokhta dast meafshondand, digaron orom salom medodand.

YAke savori velosiped meraft, digare sarkham hezumro pushtorakunon qadam mezad, savvumi gusfandonashro mecharond, dar labi juy murgoni marjon hayron meistodand. Zohiran deha oromu osuda nafas mekashid. Osmon sof, garmi avj megirift.

Hangome darvozaro kushoda voridi havli gashtem, khoharu dodaronam, ammavu tagoho, jiyanhoyam moro bo chashmoni mahzun ba ogush giriftand.

– Ahvoli akaam chi tavr? – pursidam.

– Hub, shumoro muntazirand. YAnga poyu dastonashonro molida nishastaand.

Nugi shokhi darakht gusfandi pustkandae ovezonu qassob gusht mayda mekard. Onsutar otashi tagi du degi kalon furuzonand. Fikr mekardam, ki ba khona rasidan zamon darhol ba sari bolini akai bemoram medavam. Vale…

– Araq dori, – murojiat kardam ba dodari khurdi.

– Hast, ammo dar in lahza…

– Baroi daleri, – taskin dodam uro.

Tayi chand lahza bo onhovu shavhari khoharonam du shisharo kholi kardem. Onho maro mefahmand, kase khohishi maro to hanuz pushti po nazadaast.

Bad nazdi barodaram daromadam. Vay orom mekhobid, osuda nafas megirift. Faqat yangaam maro didu khudro boy dod, ashk dar chashmonash halqa zad. Orinju bandi dasti akaamro doshtam. Nabzash mutadil bud.

– Omadi, – guft u, – uzr ovoravu sarson kardam.

– Hej gap ne, – va ba qari chashmonash nigaristam.

– Aknun, khotirjam iloje karda rishamro tarosham, – guft vay.

Akaam beshitob az jogah barkhost va jonibi hammom qadam mond.

Hurdu kalon, avlod, har yake dar joi khud karakht monda, uro bo nigoh meguselonidand. Akaam ba poi khud, be madadi kase roh meraft.

– Tavba, chi mujiza rukh dod? – suoli yangaamro shunidem. YAk shabu yak ruz dilam guft, gurdaam guft, zonuyam guftu…

Har kas sukhane ilova kard, ammo digar chize gusham nameshunid.

Man samimona khandidam. Digaron onro bejo pindoshta, ba istihola aftida, khijolat kashidand.

– Nuri chashmoni akaam zarrae ham nakohidaast. Ba nazaram vay ba in qaribiho murdani nest.

In lahza bo chehrai bolidavu laboni purtabassum akaam berun omad. YAk–du marotiba khamu rost shud, dastonashro halqavor charkh zanond. Soni sui har nafar nigarist–nigaristu khandid. Hursandona khandid. Va guyo mazaratkhohona guft:

– Bubakhshed, in yagona iloji har yaki shumoro yakjoya sari yak dastarkhon gird ovardan bud. CHand sol boz in guna ruzro intizor megashtam. Hushbakhtona, idi ajoib tuhfa karded. Ziyofatu gusfand ham ba hamin khotir ast.

Az vajohati yangaam ayon bud, ki shavharashro haqorati obdore dodanist, vale didam, ki zabonash lol ast.

 

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