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Har kase, ki ba mehmonkhonai vaseyu barhavoi muallimi dehai mo Pulod YUsufi medaroyad, pesh az hama chashmash ba tasbeh va chigasi rui qolini dar devor ovezon buda meaftad. Va beshubha hayron meshavad. Rost-diya. O, odamon yagon chizi zebo va qimmatbahoro meovezand. Pulod YUsufi chi? Tasbehu chigas! Handaovar?! Isted, nakhanded. Hej joi khanda nest. Pushaymon meshaved. Man ham bori avval khandida, bad sad pushaymon shudam. Tasbehu chigas qissa dorad. Va on qissa in ast.

Pulod – pisari amaki YUsuf, ki hamagi haft sinf malumot doshtu kolkhozchi bud, na dar sinfi yakum, na dar sinfi duyum, balki dar sinfi seyum mekhond. Batanu tush. Vale sustkhon. Ba darsho havasu havsala nadosht. Az arifmetika-ku tamoman sust bud. Ba qavle az kulukh sado mebaromadu az u ne. Muallimi arifmetika Nuri Hol marde bud: yakpo, juya-juya zakhmho dar ruyash. Bo chigas bo azobu dard po monda, ba sinf medaromad. Lek dar ruyash az gam osore nabud, khushholu khandon. Kanda-kanda, narm-narmu past dars meguft.

« – Sepoya!» – dar dil mazoh mekard uro Pulod.

Goh-gohe bachaho bayni khud shunavo uro mazoh mekardand.

– Sepoya!

– Sepoya namepoya!

– Hi-hi-hi!

Muallim meshunid, vale etibor namedod. Guyo nameshunid. Vaqte Pulod ba savolhoi u javob namedod, mayus meshud.

– Bad, – meguft u gamginona. – Boz ham ba tu «du» nameguzoram. Kushish namo.

Vale hama kushishhoi muallim va ham «kushish»-hoi Pulod samar nameovard. Bore muallim boz Pulodro nazdi takhta khond.

– Karatro guy.

Pulod javobe nadod. Guyo ki gung bud.

– Hub. Se karat panj chand meshavad? – pursid muallim.

– Habdah, – javob dod Pulod.

Qahri muallim omad. Ragu payvandi badanash larzid. Hud nafahmid, ki chi khel Pulodro yak torsaki furovard. Pulod chun tub parida, ba ostonai dar uftod. Big naguft. Az hush raft. Bad ovoze ba gushash rasid, uro kase faryod mekard:

– Pulodjon! Ho, Pulodjon!

Vay ohista chashm kushod. Boloi sarash qiyofai puriztirobi padaru modarashro did. Bo haros pursid:

– Man dar kujo?

– Dar khona, – filhol barobar javob dodand volidaynash.

– Hona? – taajjub namud Pulod. – Kadom khona?

– CHi khel kadom khona? – beqaror gasht padarash. – Honai khudamon.

– Ha, ha, – sarosema ilova namud modarash. – Dar khonai khudamon.

– Ha-a… – mad kashid u. – CHaro yak chashmamro basted? Kushoed?

– Nabastem, joni ocha, kushoda…

– Naboshad, charo kushoda nameshavad, – mutahayir sukhani modarashro burid Pulod.

Modarash dasti garmu narmashro ba peshonaash monda, sarosema guft:

– YAk tarafi ruyat kamakak varam, joni ocha. Baroi hamin. Gam nakhur, varam tez meguzarad.

– Ha-ha, tez meguzarad, – sukhani uro padar tasdiq namud.

Pulod chize naguft. Homushi hukmron gasht. CHashmash nimvo ba vassae gireh khurd va hodisai rukhdoda dar lavhi khotirash zinda gasht. Sipas az dil guzarond: «Muallim shudam gufta, maro zada mayub mekunadu bejazo memonad? Ne, hargiz! YO yakpoya budanashro dastak mekunad? Ne, in khobashro ba ob guyad! Ha-ha! Man besohib ne. Ota doram. Otai zur! In poyashro ham shikasta memonad».

Pulod nigohashro az vassa kanda, ba padarash nigarist. Sari u kham. Hapu khomush. Hayoli. Pulod nafahmid, ki u ziq ast yo dar khijolat. CHehrai khastai u oftobkhurda boshad ham, tahti ruyash qahraboro memond.

– Ota?

Padar sar bardoshta, ba pisarash nigarist. Nigohho ba ham gireh khurdand.

– Ha, chi mekhohi, pisaram?

Bo nafratu adovat nido namud:

– Ba sud dihed!

Padar dastu po khurd, vale zud khudro ba dast girift.

– Maro meshunaved, ota?

– Naboshad, chi! – filhol javob dod padar.

– Hatman ba sud dihed!

Qiyofai amaki YUsuf ba holati taajjub daromadu bo kunjkovi va norohati ba Pulod nigoh kard. Va bo iztirobu hayajon pursid:

– Ba sud diham?

– Ha!

– Kiro?

– Sepoyaro!

– Sepoyaro? – taajjubi padar duchand afzud. – Sepoyaaash ki?

– Namedoned?

Padar kitf dar ham kashidu sar takon dod.

– Sepoya, in mualimamon.

Padar az sari nav dastu po khurd, vale boz zud khudro ba dast girift.

– CHiho megui, pisaram. On kas baroi mo shuda, az yak po judo gashtand.

Pulod ba u nigohi qahromez dukht. In gapi padar ba vay naforid. Soni bo qahr guft:

– O, u maro zada, masluq kard.

Padar lab zeri dandon girifta, lahzae ba khayol raft.

– SHoyad, lozim naboshad, pisaram.

– Ne, lozim, lozim. Ba sud dihed. Biguzor sudash kunand. Biguzor.

Padar avzoi pisarashro dida, sarosema guft:

– Hub, pisaram, khub. Ba sud mediham. Tu orom shav.

Badi in gap Pulod ruyashro ba shift gardond. Ohe kashid. Va bo yak chashm vassa shumurd. YAk, du, se… haft. Boz shumurd. Az chap ba rost. Az rost ba chap. YAk, du, se…

Dar gijirosi noforam barovarda, boz gardid. Boboyash ba khona daromad.

– Joni bobo, quvvati dili bobo, chi shud?

Dili Pulod pur shud. Labonash pir-pir paridand.

– Zad, – hiqqos zad Pulod.

– Zad? Ki zad?!

Otashi alami Pulod zabona zad. Qatrahoi ashk az chashmonash jush zada baromadand.

– Muallimi sepoya zad.

– A-a, Nuri Hol zad? Baroi chi?

Pulod javob nadod. CHashmonashro pushid. Sarashro tarafi devor gardond.

– Fahmo, – bobo bo tahammul rishashro hilol karda, dar borai chize fikr kard. Sipas ba pisarash ruy ovard:

– Hez, boboi Mirzoro girifta biyo.

– Boboi Mirzo chi lozim?

– Naberaam dam shudagi…

– Dam? Ne, u tars khurdagi.

– Odam az tars ham dam meshavad. Boboi Mirzo dambaror kunad, gul barin meshavad.

– Dambaror? – Pulod beqaror shud. – CHi khel dambaror? Range ki dukhturi hayvonot govamonro dambaror kard? O, vay shikamashro shikoft. SHikami maro ham surokh mekunad?

– Ne, ne. Okhir vay gov, tu odam-ku. Duo mekhonad, kuf mekunad, tamom.

– Ne, namekhoham. Ba dukhtur bared. Az dasti damgar hej chi nameoyad.

– He, bacham-e! Holi namedoni, – ba Pulod ru ovarda, guft Azizbobo. – Ho-o, bachai Tabar Abdulloro medonia? SHash moh dukhtur ba dukhtur gasht. SHifo nayoft. Boboi Mirzo damush kard, gul gasht. Holi davida gashtay.

Sipas ba pisarash nigarista guft:

– Hez, boboi Mirzora girifta biyo.

Padari Pulod vaznin barkhosta, badar raft. Pulod boz ba vassashumori daromad. Az chap ba rost. YAk, du, se… haft. Az rost ba chap. YAk, du, se… haft. Az chap ba rost. YAk, du…

Az berun ovozi boboi Mirzo omadu dili Pulod shuvvi tah nishast. Dar boz gijirosi noforam barovardu boz shud. Boboi Mirzo ba khona vorid gasht. Pulod ba u dida dukht. Buzbala. Bardam. Rish takhta. Sap-safed. Ba navad qadam guzoshtaastu bardamu baquvvat. Be aso megardad, be aynak mekhonad. Boboi Mirzo uro muoina kardu sarashro ba chapu rost takon doda guft:

– Ha, dam.

Ohi sard kashid.

– Tarsi zur khurdagi.

– Sihat meshavad? – bo tarsu haros pursid modari Pulod – kholai Mastura.

– Inshoolloh gul megardad.

– Oh, dar damu nafasaton bimurum, – guft kholai Mastura.

Boboi Mirzo ba tarafi bolo ishora kard va zeri lab guft:

– U rahmon va rahim ast.

Sipas ba Pulod ru ovarda, bo tabassum pursid:

– Pahlavon, ikhlos dori?

Dar rui u taajjub naqsh bast.

– Dora, dora, – ba joi u sarosema javob dod modarash.

– Eh, modaron, modaron, – kalla junbond boboi Mirzo va bad ru ba Pulod ovard:

– Ikhlosu khalos guftaand, pahlavon. CHi gufti, oshno?!

– Alhaq! – posukh dod Azizbobo.

Boboi Mirzo sari zonu nishast. Rishashro lahzae hilol namud. Sipas chashmonashro pushid. Sukute tuloni ba miyon omad. Bad boboi Mirzo ba khondani duo shuru kard. Ovozi foramu farahovari damgar dar khona tanin andokht. Hond-khondu ba rui Pulod kuf kard. Pulod chashmonashro pushid. Damgar guyo surud mekhond. CHun surudi allai modar. YAk hissi halovatovare ba tamomi badani Pulod david. Nafahmida mond, ki chi khel khobash burd. CHi qadar khobid, yod nadorad. Bedor shuda did, ki damgar holo ham sari zonu nishasta. Dar obu araq tar. Az har tori muyash araq meshorid. Damgar duo mekhond. Bo ovozi baland.

– Surkh-bod, siyoh-bod, kabud-bod, maraz-bod, sesadu shastu shash bod, sari bodho burida bod! Kuf!

Beist, betanafus mekhond damgar. Boz yagon nim soat duo khond. Sipas zeri lab pichir-pichir kardu du dast ba ru kashida, se bor pai ham ba rui Pulod kuf kard. Hatto «Uff» naguft. YAkpahlu nishast. YAk piyola choy nushid. Bad az kisa qogazpeche barovard. Onro boehtiyot kushod. Az on yak chizi siyohi ba qadri donai gandum girifta, du hissa namud.

– Hamshira, dar yak piyola du qatra obi garm biyor, – ru ovard ba modari Pulod.

Holai Mastura guftai damgarro zud ijro kard. Boboi Mirzo hamon chizi siyohro ba piyola andokhta, ohista va bo havsala ob kard. Duo khonda kuf kard va onro ba varami rui Pulod molid.

Boboi Mirzo begoh boz yak bor dam kard. Ba khonaash naraft. On shabro dar sari bolini Pulodi bemor ruz kard. Subh tahorat karda, namoz khond. Va boz dam namud. «Peshin meoyam» – guftu raft. Vay raftu lahzae pas muallim omad. Hijil, khavosash pareshon. Pulod dar dil khursandi kard. Ana, hozir modarash az gireboni muallim girifta, adabashro medihad. Ba qavli hamsoyaashon az ob girifta, ba loy mezanad, rasvogiashro mebarorad. Vale u khato kard. Modarash muallimro chunon peshvoz girift, ki guyo padarash boshad. Se qabat kurpacha andokht. Muallim bazur nishast. CHigashoyashro yonash mond. CHashmi Pulod ba chigashoi uvu poi buridaash. Lahzae khomushii huznovare hukm rond. YAkhi khomushiro muallim shikast.

– Bubakhsh pisaram. Ohanporai saram ba junbish omadu khudro boy dodam.

Qahri Pulod jush zad. Bahonai yoftagiashro bin. Dar sarash ohanpora budaast. Dar sar chi khel ohanpora meshudaast? Bo vujudi in bo taajjub pursid:

– Ohanpora? CHi khel ohanpora?

Muallim ohi sardu vaznin kashid. Sipas ba yak nuqta chashm dukhta, lahzae khomush mond. Bad, guyo khud ba khud gap mezada boshad, bo ovozi past ba gap daromad.

– In qissa daroz ast, pisaram.

Va boz lahzae khomush mond. Sipas ohista lab ba sukhan vo namud:

– On dar ozod kardani shahri Varshava rukh dod. SHabi daroz ba hujumi qati tayyori didem. Subh medamid. On tiravu tor bud. Komandiramon mayyor Kalugin Viktor Stepanovich az joyash khesta: «Ba pesh! Baroi Vatan!» – guyon, nara kashid. Zuru tavonamon yak bar sad afzud. CHun palang ba hujum guzashtem. Az chapu rost guyo boroni tir meborid. Vale mo etibor nadoda, pesh meraftem. Dushman ba sakhti aqib menishast. Har vajab zamine, ki az dasti u rahonida meshud, qimmati dunyo dosht. Zadukhurd se shabu se ruz davom kard. Oqibat dushman rohi gurezro pesh girift. Mo onhoro taqib mekardem. Dar baromad-baromadi Varshava dar nazdam tiri tupi dushman tarkid. Zarbai nogahoni maro az poy aftond. Digar chizero yod nadoram. Dar shifokhona ba hush omadam. Binam, yak poyam nest. Onro buridaand. «Digar iloj nadoshtem» – guftand dukhturon. Pas boz chor bor jarrohi karda, ohanporahoro az badan va saru ruyam giriftand. Vale porchai khurdi tiri tupi fashistro kase jasorati giriftan nakard. On dar chuqurii chor yo panj santimetr dar magzi saram meistodaast. Dukhturon bar aqidae budand, ki giriftani on gayriimkon ast. Bo hamin ohanpora dar magzi sar ba Vatan bargashtam…

Jushi degi qahri Pulod past gardid. Dar dilash nisbat ba muallim hissi rahmu shafqat bedor shud. Vay peshona chin karda, kushish namud, ki baroi taskini dili muallim yagon chiz guyad, vale yagon gapi maqule ba fikrash naomad. Hudro dar holati nohinjor his kard.

– Hayr, teztar shifo yob, pisaram, – guft muallim va bazur barkhosta, guyo bori dunyo bar dush badar raft.

Pas az lahzae damgar omad.

– Surkh-bod, siyoh-bod, kabud-bod, maraz-bod, sesadu shastu shash bod, sari bodho burida bod! Kuf!

«CHi ovozi forame dorad u, – az dil guzarond Pulod. – Agar artist mebud, nomdor meshud. O, chi khel artist… Ubolak kase nadoshtaast, yatimi bekasuku!»

– Boz begoh meoyam, – damro anjom doda, guft boboi Mirzo va baromada raft.

«Surkh-bod, siyoh-bod, kabud-bod, chashmi dushman kur bod» – dar dil mekhond Pulod.

Ruzi seyum holati ajibe rukh dod ba u. «Se karat panj – ponzdah» – dar zabonash chaspida bud. Oh, chi sabukie meovard ba u in shumurdanho. Bad karatro du bor khond. Ajib! Karatro du bor khondu dar zabonash chaspid. Azyod kard. Qoriazyod ne. Adadero ba adade zarb mezadu javob khudash ba zabonash meomad. Ajib! YAk shapaloqi muallim maynaashro junbonda, ba kor darovardaast.

Dar berun boron boshiddat meborid. Sadoi khushnavokhti boron khobi uro ovard. Daroz kashid. Gush ba sado, chashm ba vassa. YAk, du, se…

Noayon khobash burd. Hob did. Murofiai sud. Muallimro sud mekardand. Sudya az u pursid:

– Az davoyaton namegarded?

– Ne! U maro zad. Biguzor jazoyashro binad.

Muallimro du milisa peshandoz karda ba moshin bor kardand. YAke did, ki nigohi hama odamoni tolorbuda ba ust. Nigohhoi nafratovar, guyo uro mekhurdand.

Harosida, chashm kushod.

Az borish monda bud boron.

Hona dar ogushi sukunat qaror dosht.

– Hayriyat, – ohi sabuk kashid u.

Vay davida berun baromad. CHuqur nafas girifta, ba atrof nigarist: osmon sofu begubor, oftob nurposhi mekard.

Az kim-kujoi dur ovozi hangosi khar shunida shud. Pulod sui sahro roh pesh girift. Padar uro az dur dida, shinokht va khavotir shuda, ba istiqbolash shitoft. Vaqte onho ru ba ru shudand, padar pursid:

– Ha, pisaram, tinji?

– Ota, tez ba sud raved, – bo hayajon tez-tez nafas kashida guft u. – Man ba joi shumo kor mekunam.

Padar nafahmid, ki gap dar borai chi meravad. Az in ru bo hayroni pursid:

– Ba sud ravam? Baroi chi?

– Hujjathoro gashta gired. Muallim zarrae gunoh nadorad. Gunoh az man guzasht.

– Ha-a, – nafasi ozod kashida, hayajonashro furu nishond padar. Sipas lab zeri dandon girifta, lahzae sanjishkorona ba chashmoni pisarash dida dukht. Sipas gunahgorona guft:

– Pisaram, bubakhsh maro.

Pulod suolomez ba padar nigarist.

– Pulodjon, medoni… Man…

Padar sar ba zer afkand.

– CHi, gued, ota.

– Man hamon ruz ba tu durug gufta budam, – az zamin chashm nakanda guft padar. – Ba sud hej guna hujjat nadodaam.

Pulod yak dam lolu hayron dar joyash istod. Sipas bo tahayyur:

– Na-akhod? – guft.

– Ha, hamin tavr.

Nure dar chashmoni Pulod durakhshid va bo ishtiyoq pursid:

– Rost megued, ota?

Padar sarashro bolo bardosht:

– Rost, pisaram.

Pulod khudro ba ogushi padar andokht. Az khuruji farah dilash garm-garm, shirin-shirin gum mezanad. Padaru pisar sari marz pahlui ham nishastand. Homushi. Hardu savori samandi khayoli khud.

– Ota?

– Joni ota!

– SHumo odami khubed, – bo ovozi larzon guft Pulod. – Man fakhr mekunam az shumo.

Az didagoni u ashki shodi jori shud.

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Ruzi digar chorshanbe bud. Pulod subhi barvaqt, az hama pesh ba maktab omad.

– Muallim, maro bubakhshed. Digar hej goh tirporai shumoro ba junbish nameoram. Bovar mekuned?

– Bovar mekunam, – bo yak mehrubonii padarona guft muallim.

– Muallim?

– Labbay!

– Man karatro guyam?

– Biguy!

Va u karatro az avval to okhir guft. Balandu burro. Va bekhato. CHehrai muallim guyo gul kard. CHashmonash barq zad. Az shodi az joyash khesta, chigasro faromush kard. Host shogirdashro ba ogush girifta busad. Rui farsh aftod. Pulod sarosema az tagi kashi muallim girift. Hama ba yori shitoftand. Ustodro khezondand. Vay Pulodro ba ogush girift. CHun pisari khud busid. Ba nazari Pulod chunin namud, ki chashmoni muallim namnok shudand. CHi ruze bud on ruz. Hargiz az khotiri Pulod nameravad.

– Ofarin! Bahoyat panj!

In avvalin panji Pulod bud. Az hamon ruz sar karda, u tanho bahoi panj megirift. Maktabi miyonaro bo medali tillo tamom kard. Ba donishgohi omuzgori dokhil gasht. Muallim shud. Muallimi matematika. Ba yak maktabi dehai durdast firistodand. «Ne» naguft. Bo jonu dil qabul kard. Va raft. Maoshi avvalini khudro girift. Du tuhfa kharid. Tasbeh va chigas. Tasbeh baroi boboi Mirzo. CHigas baroi ustodash Nuri Hol. Vale harduyashro ham suporida natavonist. Boboi Mirzo tagi khok, muallim az deha rafta. Ba kujo? Kase namedonad. Hele just. Payu surog kard. Nishonae nayoft…

Hele vaqt bekhudu mayus gasht.

Va nihoyat tasbehu chigasro rui qolini devori mehmonkhonaash ovekht…

6 dekabri soli 1992

 

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