Kambagali dukhtaroni tojikro kujo mebarad

Man Sanam, habdahsolaam. Padar nadoram. Modari bechoraam dar sahro kor karda, ruzi man va du khoharamro bo yak azob meguzaronad.  Zindagiamon khele bad ast.

Dukhtari alokhon budam, vale se sol pesh maktabro tark kardam. Hamsinfonam liboshoi khub doshtandu ba holi mani jandapush mekhandidand. Dar tanaffusi kalon onho ba oshkhona daromada khurok mekhurdandu man bo dahoni voz memondam. Puli kitob va digar lavozimoti maktabiro doda natavonista, hamesha dar nazdi muallimon surkhu safed meshudam. Bilokhira bepuli maro majbur kard, ki tarki maktab namoyam.

Kambagali ayb nest meguyand, vale in gap safsatta va durug ast. Kambagalro kase odam nameshumorad. Dar in zamona sag qadr dorad, vale odami kambagal ne. In haqiqati talkh ast. Insof, muruvat, dasti aftodaro giriftan kalimavu iborahoi zeboyand, vale dar asl vujud nadorand. Imonu insof afsonae besh nest. In gaphoro baroi fireb kardani mardumi kambagal bofta barovardaand. Inro man az tajribai talkhi zindagii khudam meguyam. Hudovand ba man husnu jamoli zebo dodaast. Bachahoi hamsoya va hatto padaronashon bo man bo chashmi shahvat nazar karda, gap mepartoyand, hatto yak hojii hamdehaamon, ki panj vaqt namozashro dar masjid mekhonad, oshkoro ba man peshnihod kard, ki agar yak bor ba ogushash daroyam, saru libos kharida medihad. Hamin qadar imon dorand, hamin qadar Hudoro meshinosand in odamoni zohiran khudoparast va taqvodor!

Maro kase kelin kardan namekhohad, chunki badnomzada hastam. Hamsoyahoi khudozadaamon vaqte didand, ki dastashon ba domoni mani kambagal namerasad, bo tuhmat tamgai fohisharo ba man chaspondaand. Hudo shohid ast, ki hama gaphoi in odamoni beimon durugu tuhmat ast, vale kase ba man bovar namekunad. Masjidi dehai mo khonai Hudo ne, gaybatkhona gashtaast. Baroi ibodat ba khonai Hudo rafta, to yak posi shab zanu dukhtarhoi mardumro gaybat karda meshinand.

Peshi khud ahd kardam, ki zani yagon maymun yo albasti meshavam, vale zani chunin mardoni nomard ne. Dilam az odamu olam mondaast, bazan shayton vasvasa mekunad, ki ey dukhtar, baro rav, bo javononi puldor kayfu safo kun, behtarin libosro mepushi, guli khurokro mekhuri va rohati zindagiro mebini, ammo boz gireboni tavba medoram, chunki az Hudo sharm medoram, az rasvogii ruzi qiyomat metarsam.

SHabho bo modaru khoharakonamon darro qufl karda khob meravem, to yagon mardi bekhudo ba khonaamon zada nadaroyad. Aslan in dar qudrati moro hifz kardan nadorad, zero chunon farsuda ast, ki bo yak musht pora- pora meshavad, ammo yori miskinu bechoragon Hudost. Mo har shab taqdiri khudro ba dasti Hudovand supurda ba bistari khob medaroem.

Rosti,  in zindagii sagona ba dilam zadaast, mekhostam khudkushi kunam, vale yak rohguzar maro najot dod. YAk mardi begona bori nakhust maro «dukhtaram» guftu modaramro «khoharam». Umedatro az Hudo nakan, Hudovand mehrubon ast guyon, chunon nasihathoe kad, ki dar umram az kase nashunida budam. On rahguzarro shoyad Hudo firistod, shoyad farishta yo maloika bud, zero chi khele, ki omad, hamon khel noayon baromada raft.

Bo vujudi in, man digar ba kase bovar nadoram. Ba nazaram chunin menamoyad, ki az odam dida hayvoni vahshitar dar tamomi dunyo nest.