Homilador shudani dukhtar az padar: Voqeai nangin

Ruze dar peshi sudi oli du zanaku yak dukhtara didam. Harseshon giryavu nola doshtand. SHikami dukhtar kompyuter bori dam kardagi, az otai khudash buguz (homilador) shudast”,-in khabarro az zaboni farroshi idoraamon shunida, hamaamon dar joyamon shakh shuda mondem. In khabari gushnoshunid moro ba dahshat ovard. Bovar kardan dushvor bud, ki chunin hodisa dar jomeae, ki 90-95-foizi mardumash musalmon va ham az qonunhoi in dunyoyu ham az okhirat bokhabarand, ruy doda metavonad.

Nasli nisbatan kalonsol shoyad peshtar chunin hodisahoro dida yo shunida boshand, vale baroi mo, nasli nav, in khabar misli barfi dar chillai tobiston borida gayri intizor bud.  Nobovarona ba u nigaristanamonro dida, farroshamon abru chin karda guft: “Bovar nadoshta boshen, yagontaton rafta sanjen, khonashon dar  tarafoi darai Almosii Hisor buday…”

Dar justujui haqiqat

Habari dastdarozi kardani padar ba dukhtar moro hej orom nameguzosht. Redaksiya ba du guruh taqsim shuda, qarib har ruz sari hamin masala bahs mekardem. YAk guruh dast afshonda meguftand: “Durug ast, yagon padar in kori nanginro namekunad, okhir padar qiblagoh va pushtu panohi farzand ast…” Guruhi duyum “dar in zamona har kor shudanash mumkin ast” guyon, talab menamudand, ki az payi tahqiqi in hodisa shavem. Nihoyat pas az bahsu munozirahoi bisyor qaror dodem, ki harchi bodo bod ba Hisor safar karda, to kujo haqiqat doshtan yo nadoshtani khabari shunidaamonro mesanjem.

Vaqte dar kujo ruy dodani in hodisai nanginro aniq kardan mekhostem, baze “holdonho” nomi dehai Gurriyotro ba zabon ovardand, az in khotir sari subh bo niyati justujui haqiqat mo ba taksihoe, ki ba samti dehai Gurriyot meraftand, nishastem. Odatan du toifai odamon az hama gapu kori dunyo bokhabarand: ronandaho va  milisaho. Mo qaror dodem az ronandaho dar in bora malumot bigirem, vale javobi hamaashon yak bud: “Namedonam, nashunidaam, nadidaam…”

Raisi mahalla chi guft?

Ronandai taksi moro dar daromadgohi dehai Gurriyot farovarda maslihat dod, ki rost ba khonai raisi mahala ravam, chunki hama badu neki  mardumi deharo mahz hamin odam medonad. Mutaassifona, raisro  dar khonaash nayoftem. Pisari kaloniash maqsadi moro purson shud va bo shunidani on ki ruznomanigor hastem, lahzae sukut namuda guft: “Rostashro guyam, man in khabarro chand ruz pesh dar masjid shunida budam. Dar haqiqat yak dukhtaraki 16-17- sola az padari khudash homilador shudaast, lekin onho az in deha nestand. Hohed surogaashro mediham, khudaton ba khonaashon rafta hamaashro fahmida megired… “

Az Gurriyot ba Hamdilon

Surogaro girifta ba kolkhozi Haydar Mirov, aniqtarash ba uchastkai Hamdilon omadem va surog karda khonaero yoftem, ki in hodisai nangin dar on jo ruy dodaast. Dar pasi darvoza kudakoni bisyore bozi doshtand. YAgon odami kalonsol namenamud, ki chize bipursem. Nochor iloje karda maqsadamonro ba bachaho fahmondem. YAke az bachaho bo sari kham  “man dodarash meshavam” guyon ishora kard, ki ba khona daroem. Havlii purdolu darakht, khonahoi navsokhti notamom, moshini tamgai Tiko dar yak gushai havli besohib mekhobid. Bo sadoi pisarak az khona zane baromada bo mo holpursi namudu guft:

-Biyoed, man modari hamon dukhtaraki badbakht hastam!

Suhbati mo bo apai Inobat (nom ivaz shudaast) durudaroz va bisyor huznangez bud. Dar tuli du soli okhir bo suporishi redaksiya dahho hodisahoi dahshatnokro az qabili kushtor, khudsuzi, zankushi, khoharkushi, modaru moindarkushi tahqiq namuda, gumon doshtam, ki allakay ba chunin ruydodhoi dahshatangez odat kardaam, vale hangomi suhbat bo in zani dilshikasta muyi tanam vijirros zad. Dar dil khud ba khud meguftam: Baroi man, yak odami begona shunidani in hodisa in qadar riqqatovar ast, in zanaki bechora az padari khudash homilador budani dukhtarashro shunida ba chi hol aftida boshad. Holi zori dili in zanro ba fikram juz khudovand, digar kase fahmida nametavonad…

Az padarash chi khel shubha kunam?

Soli guzashta modaramro davleni zad (fishorash yakbora baland shuda yak nimai badanash az kor mondaast) va man hamchun dukhtar majbur shudam, ki modaramro bemorboni kunam,-ohi sard kashida ba naqli hodisa sar kard apai Inobat,-Kudakonamro hamroham ba khonai bibiashon meburdam, vale yak begohi shum padarashon khohish kard, ki Mavludaro dar khona monda ravam, to baroyash choyu khurok tayyor kunad. Padari khudashon, ki hast, yagon gumoni bad naburda du farzandi digaramro bo khud giriftamu Mavludaro dar khona monda raftam. Hamon shab khobhoi dahshatnok dida, dilam khud az khud siyoh shud. Nisbati shavharam yagon fikri bad nadoshtam, az on tashvish budam, ki dukhtari kalon shab tanho berun baromada az yagon siyohi yo sag natarsad. Hulosa, sahar ba khona bargashta dukhtaramro mayusu giryon daryoftam. Sababi girya kardanashro pursidam. Guft, ki tamomi azoi badanash dard karda istodaast. Mani soda digar pursuju nakarda ba vay dorui taskinbakhshi dard dodam va guftam, ki kame khob karda, dam girad,  hamaash meguzarad.

Az shubhai avsun, to firebi padar

Az bayn chand moh guzasht. Dar in miyon chandin bori digar Mavludaro bo padarash tanho guzoshta ba ayodati modaram rafta omadam. Avsunam, ki goh-goh az dari mo sar mekhalond, ruze maro hushdor dod, ki az dukhtaram bokhabar bosham, chunki dar ruyash dogho paydo shudaand va shikamash ham damidagi barin metobad. Dar javob khandida guftam: “Mavludai man khudash farbehak naboshad ham, shikamash az kudakiash hamin khel ravgandor ast, doghoi ruyash boshand, az kirm paydo shudagi”. Dar haqiqat Mavluda kirm dosht. Peshtar dar poyash zakhm baromada bud, vaqte Mavludaro ba nazdi dukhtur burdam, guft, ki az kirm ast va takid kard, ki agar durust tabobat nakunem, ehtimol dar ruyash ham doghoi bisyore paydo shavand. Man hamin gapi dukhturro ba gusham halqa karda, tagyirothoi dukhtaramro az kirm medonistam, bekhabar az on ki Mavludai man qurboni kirmi nafsi padari khudash gashtaast.

Dorui rozkusho

Padarash Mavludaro baroi zakhmhoi poyash az muoina guzaronidani shuda ba Regar burd. SHavhari khudobekhabaram baroi pinhon mondani sirru asrorash az hamon jo az kim-kadom dukhtur bo bahonai on ki zani duyumash homilador shudaast, dorui nestkunandai haml girifta budaast, bekhabar az on ki doru tanho to 2-3 mohagi kudakro meaftonad. Hushdomanam az kasalii saraton vafot karda bud va hamon ruz mo boyad jumagii avvalinashro meguzarondem. Sahar ba Mavluda farmudam, ki khamir shurida, chand khel qandina pazad va misli harruza ba joyi koram raftam. Badi raftani man padarash bo maqsadi nest kardani tifli batni Mavluda hamon doruro ba dukhtaram doda, majbur mekunad, ki khurad, to kudak aftad. Nisfiruzi az kor javob girifta ba khona khamirpazi omadam, vale na az khamir darak bud, na az qandina. Mavludaro kohish kardani  shuda ba khona daromadamu holi zori farzandamro dida, hush az saram parid. Dukhtaram misli mor ba khud pechida namedonist khudashro ba kujo zanad. Az rangi zafaroniash tarsida dubora ba bungohi tibbi, ki khudam niz on jo kor mekunam, davidam va chand dukhturro girifta ovardam. Dukhturi zanona-Malika pas az muoina kardani dukhtaram suyi man nigohi shubhaomeze afkand va ohi sard kashida guft: “Behtarash uro ba bemorkhonai markazi bared, mabodo apenditsit nashuda boshad…” YAkjoya ba markaz raftem. Mavludaro muoina namuda dukhturho avval bayni khud pichir-pichir kardand, bad yake az onho ba man ruy ovarda guft: “Apa, khudatona ba dast gired, dukhtaraton homilador ast…” Bo shunidani in gap dunyo guyo ba saram chapa shud. Saramro bo kafi dastonam doshta dod zadam: “Dukhtari man az khona berun namebaroyad, chi khel vay homilador ast?! SHumo khato mekuned, nagztar bined, yagon dardi digar doshtagist…” Mavludaro dubora tashkhis namuda dukhturho boz hamon gapro guftand.

Natijai UZI kujo shud?

Ba gushai khayolam ham nameomad, ki tifli batni dukhtaram az padarash ast, binobar in, az tarsi on ki shavharam homilador shudani dukhtaramro fahmad, saramonro az tanamon judo mekunad, in sirro pinhon doshtam. Vaqte pursid, ki ba Mavluda chi shudaast, guftam, ki dukhturhoi rayon dardashro fahmida natavonistand, behtarash pagoh khudash uro ba shahr burda ba tabiboni digar nishon dihad. SHavharam sir boy nadoda ruzi digar Mavludro ba bemorkhona burd. Intizor budam, ki oqibati kor chi meshuda boshad. Vaqte ki otayu dukhtar ba khona bargashtand, chi guftani dukhturhoro purson shudam. SHavharam varaqero ba man daroz karda guft: “jigaru talkhaash illat doshtaast.” Mavludaro ba khonai digar darovarda kohish namudam, ki baroi chi bachadonashro UZI nakarda bargashtaast. Dukhtaram ohi sard kashida guft: “UZI kardem, vale hamon varaqashro dadam daronda partoft…”

 Pushtiboni tajovuzkor

Badi marakai khushdomanamro guzarondan az qaysingilhoyam khohish namudam, ki Mavludaro ba nohiyai Rudaki burda az dukhtur guzaronand. Ammahoyash dukhtaramro ba dukhturkhona burda az tashkhis meguzaronand va mefahmand, ki tifli batnash allakay 7-moha shudaastu digar iloji isqoti haml kardan nest. Ba joyi az gireboni barodarashon giriftan onho ba dukhtaram fishor ovarda, talab kardaand, ki gunohi padarashro ruypush namuda, hama aybro ba gardani khudash bigirad va ba ochaash, yane ba man biguyad, ki vay bo chand kas megashtu namedonad az ki homilador shudaast…

Az padaram pursed

Harchand mepursidam, ki padari tifli batnash kist, Mavluda qoil nameshud. Didam, ki bo zuriyu tahdid nameshavad, iltijo kardam, ki nomashro biguy, zarur boshad, bo vositai sud shumoro yakjoya mekunem. Mavluda girya karda “az dadem pursed” guyon, ba khonai digar daromad. Rost ba nazdi shavharam rafta guftam: “Mavluda az dadem pursed meguyad, shumo, ki hamon padarlanatro medonista boshed, nomashro gued, man khudam rafta bo vay guftugu mekunam va majbur mesozam, ki dukhtaramonro ba zani bigirad…” SHavharam sarashro kham karda guft: “Manu jurem hamun odama kofsodem, yobam, az girbonash girifta, kashola karda peshat mebiyoram»

Hamin tavr in mardaki khudonotars maro ahmaq karda megasht, to on ruze, ki….

Hamsoyaho ba milisa khabar dodand

Azbaski dar deha dar borai Mavluda gapu kalochai bisyore paydo shuda bud, mo qaror dodem, ki to yoft shudani gunahkor va hal shudani in masala dar khonai Rajabmoh (ammai Mavluda) meistem, vale tavre, ki meguyand, savdoi khona ba bozor rost nameoyad. Dar khonai Rajabmoh budem, ki milisaho zang zada moro ba milisakhona davat kardand. Hamsoyaho ba milisa dar in bora khabar doda budaandu onho pursujuro az ahli oila sar kardand. Onho az padarash gumonbar shudand, vale Ahliddin pofishori mekard, ki sukhanho dar haqi man tuhmat ast, nakhod man bo farzandi khudam chunin kori haromro kunam. Rosti, khudam ham avval ba in gap bovar nakardam, vale vaqte dukhtaram iqror shud, ki tifli batnash az padarash ast, hangu mangam kanda nazdi shavharam daromadam va zori kardam, ki rosti gapro guyad. Ahliddin qoil nashud, ki in kori razilonaro begona ne, khudi vay kardaast. Milisaho jiyanhoyashro yak –yak pursidan giriftand. Bilokhira, bad az pursujuhoi bisyor ruze khudi shavharam ba gunohash iqror shuda guft: “Zanak, maro bubakhsh, in korro kasi digar ne, khudi man kardam!» Sakhttarin zarbae, ki dar zindagi khurdam, hamin iqrori qismatsuzi shavharam ba gunohi gushnoshunid va nobakhshidaniash bud…

 Az parvanda to parvanda

Jiyanhoi shavharam maro ba gap darovardani shuda guftand, ki yanga, shumo boz du farzandi digar dored, fikri bachahoyatro karda, gunohi tagoyamro bubakhsh va zindagiatro davom deh, vale vijdonam nabardosht. Man nametavonistam bo marde, ki ba farzandi khudash dastdarozi kardaast, dubora dar yak bolin sar monam. Harchand zorivu tavallo kardand, gunohi Ahliddinro nabakhshidam. Jiyanhoi shavharam didand, ki maro ba gap darovarda nametavonand, bo kadom rohi digari baroi man nofahmo parvandaro khobonda, tagoyashonro ba Rusiya gurezondan khostand, ammo tirashon khok khurd. Barodaronam ba sudi oli murojiat namudand va dere naguzashta shavharamro az mahallai Myasokombinat dastgir karda, ba dastonash zavlona zadand va bo hukmi sud ba muhlati 25 sol ba zindon ravon kardand. Hukmash ruzi 21-iyul baromada bud va holo Ahliddin dar mahbas ast.

Mavluda az pisarash dast kashid, vale…

-Holo dukhtaraton dar kujost?

-Dar tavalludkhona. Se ruz pesh Mavludaro dardi zodan girift. Avval ba tavalludkhonai kolkhoz burdem, vale az sababi kamkhun budanash uro qabul nakarda ba tavalludkhonai markazi firistodand. Du ruz dard kashida nihoyat pisar tavallud kard. Pagoh zabonkhat navishta az kudakash dast mekashad, bad dukhtaramro ba khona mebiyoram.

-Kori nashudani allakay shudaast, dast kashidan az kudak digar mani nadorad…

-Medonam, ki in sir allakay ovoza shudaastu digar oftobro bo doman pushonda nameshavad, vale mo on kudakro ba khona ovarda nametavonem. Metarsam, ki hamsoyaho moro az deha badarga mekunand.

-Dukhtaratonro nagzakak pursuju nakarded, shoyad in kor majburi neyu bo ikhtiyori khudash shuda boshad…

—Vaqti taftishot in savolro ba Mavluda chand bor dodand. Dukhtaram girya karda guft, ki vaqte modaram ba khonai bibiam raftand, padaram bo zuri mushtu lagad bokiragii maro girift va kordro dar guluyam monda, tahdid kard, ki agar ba kase dar in bora dahon kushoi, turo bo hamin kord reza-reza mekunam. Liboshoyam pur az khun budand, padaram khudash dar boloi saram istoda majbur kard, ki onhoro shusta obashro ba hojatkhona partoyam, to kase nabinadu pay  nabarad.

-In hodisa tanho yak marotiba ruy dodaast?

-Ne, az ruyi gufti Mavluda se marotiba, yak bor dar khonayu du bor dar tahkhonai khudamon.

 Ahliddin zolim bud, ammo…

Ahliddin tabiatan mardi zolim bud, ham man va ham dukhtaramro berahmona mezad, vale man hej gumon nadoshtam, ki vay ba chunin kori past qodir ast. Gumon mekardam, ki barqasdi ahli oilaashon moro mezanad. Ramazoni soli guzashta vay maro chunon sakht murdakub kard, ki yak mohi daroz ba takhtai pusht khobidam. Dukhturon maslihat dodand, ki baroi zulmu fishor shavharamro ba sud diham, to isloh shavad, vale in korro nakardam. Koshki hamon vaqt uro ba milisa mesuporidam, to shoyad in hodisai nangin ruy namedod va manu dukhtaram sharmandai du olam namegashtem. SHavharam natanho maro bo dukhtaru ahlu avlodam sharmandai dustu dushman gardond, balki khudashro niz bo tamomi kheshu taborash rusiyohi hardu olam kard. Qaysingilhoyam az alam mekhohand khonaro ba nomi modarashon kunand va bad onro furukhta moro ovorayu darbadaru khokbasar sozand. Dastoni man dar sokhtani in khonaho az kori vaznin purobila gashta budand, khudam khisht rekhtam, khudam mard barin loy kashondam, imruz boshad, khoharoni shavharam maro az manzili bo obilai kafi dastu araqi jabin va khuni jigar bunyodkardaam berun kardaniyand. Heshovandoni shavharam maro dar zindon shudani Ahliddin gunahkor mehisoband, vale magar in sirri nanginro pinhon doshta meshavad?!

Ashki chashmoni apai Inobat ruyashro meshust. Dilam ba holi in zani az ruyi shavhari khudobekhabar sharmsoru sharmanda gashta sukht, vale harchand kushish kardam sukhani tasallibakhshe yofta natavonistam. Homilador shudanu tavallud kardani dukhtar az padari khudash dar haqiqat fojiai gushnoshunid ast, khudo ba sari yagon bandaash chunin ruzi sakhtro naorad!

Muallif: Mahinai Davlat