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CHEHRAI MODAR

 

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SHohmuzaffar YOdgori

– Inhoro ba bozor burda furush…

Pisarak yak qad parid. CHize az nuki po ba tori sarash david. Darde tahi jonash nishast. Va isyon bardosht. Dar chashmonash naqsh bast. Modar ohe kutoh kashid, dasti navozish bar sari u burd.

– Non mekharem…

Isyon andarunash jush zadu rohi nafasashro bast. Angor gunahgor bud, ki dastupocha shud.

Hama qarsak…

CHi berahm ast dunyo?! YAke qarsak… digare… YAke kabob… digare dud… Kim-chi khel yak darde qalbi pisarakro fishurd. Natavonist ba chehrai modar nigoh kunad. Nomunazzam nafas mekashid. Labonashro junbonda, bo zahmat chize guftani bud.

– Ba tu chi shud, pisaram?

Dili modar pora-pora meshud.

– Ocha, taftish mekardaand. Kase ki charogi kammasraf nadorad, boyad jarima suporad. To 300 somoni.

– To tabar omadana kunda meosoyad.

Dili pisarak tang shud, lol mond.

– Nakhohi narav. Hub, ba man guy: «Ocha, man nametavonam». Man hej goh turo majbur namekunam.

Sarashro bo alomati rad junbonda, gurungos zad:

– Ne… Metavonam…

Hama qarsak…

Ohista khaltai selofaniro az dasti modar girift.

– Iloho baraka yobi, pisaram. YAk umr dar haqqat duo mekunam.

Bo sari khamu dili pur az alamu gussa az khona baromad.

Hama qarsak bizanem…

Pisarak chi budani buhroni moliyaviro namedonist. Kamoli beinsofist bozorgardii u dar hamin sinnu sol, ammo iloj nadorad. Gapi modarashro du karda nametavonad. Dilash ba u mesuzad. Toqati didani obi didaashro nadorad. Ashki modar dili uro ba larza meandozad.

Hama qarsak bizanem…

Hok bar sari beparastori. Falaki sitamgar baroi onho muammo ejod kard. Ne, ne, falak ne, padar sitam kard. Ahriman shud. Savori aspi jahl gasht. Paymonai khiradu insofro bishikast. Honai vaforo ba dasti jafo ruft. Kokhi obodi oilaro valangor kard. «Har gul dar buttai khud», – guftu dumi digarero girift. Kase digar ba onho tavajjuh nanamud. Dilho hama sang shuda! Didaho kur!

Hama qarsak bizanem lab-labi daryo biravem…

Pisarak sui bozor roh pesh girift. U in bozorro khub medonad. Qarib ki har ruz ba on jo meravad. Modarash mefiristad. «Harida biyo», – meguyad. Beshtar nonu namak, choyu shakar, shamu gugird va sobun mekharid. Imruz bori nakhust «Burda furush», – guft modar. Bozor Sino nom dorad. Nohiya ham. CHaro Sino? Az modar pursid.

– Nadonam, – guft u. – SHoyad yagon boevik boshad. Az muallimat purs.

Ruzi digar pursid. Ustod ba shur omad, uro jang kard.

– SHarmandagi! – nido namud ustod. – Nakhod Sinoi buzurgro nadoni.

– Okhir u Abuali Ibni Sino ast na Sino.

– Dahonatro push! Ba kori hukumat shak naor!

To bozor panj daqiqa roh ast. Valek holo on chunon dushvor va tulonist. Tuli roh ba chor lavha ru ba ru omad.

Lampochka, lampochka, lampochka…

YAktoyash uro az roh bozdosht.

«Tu lampochkahoi tafsonro ba lampochkahoi kammasraf ivaz kardi? Pas tu vatanatro benihoyat dust medori!»

In lavha dar nazari pisarak tegro memond, ki dilashro pora-pora mekard. Afkori huznangez bo nerui toza uro dar ogush girift. Oshufta gasht, hisse sard dilashro pur kard. Dar sarash andeshae bedor shud. Va u ohista ba khud guft:

– Ba bozor nameravam. Ba khona barmegardam. Ba modaram meguyam, ki nakharidand.

Az durugi boftai khud ba dahshat aftod. Vale boz chehrai modar peshi nazarash paydo shudu bar khud golib gasht va po bardosht. Rohravon khud ba khud dili mahzunu gamborashro taskin mebakhshidu meguft:

– Hej gap ne. Zarur boshad, ravo boshad.

Bo sakhti to dari bozor rasidu istod. Taloshi savdogaron ogoz yoft:

– Ana noni garm!

– Az man shirmol!

– Noni man Samarqandi!

– Az man!..

– Az man!!.

– Az man!!!

Gushhoyash qulf zadand. Va beikhtiyor voridi bozor shud. CHand qadam guzoshtu zonuvonash ba larzish daromad. Sar to poy ba araq gutid. Quvvai nomalume uro jonibi berun tela medod. Ammo simoi modar nameguzosht. Nogoh ba marde, ki peshoruyash meomad, barkhurd va qarib bud, ki biaftad, ammo mard uro bozdosht va beikhtiyor guft:

– Anvar?!

– Salom Davlat Salimovich!

Muallim bo qoshu qavoqi ovezon dug zad:

– Az kadom qavr omadi?!

Anvar misli afsunshuda ba muallimash menigarist.

– Pul-mulatro gum kardi?

– Ne…

– YO duzdi omadi?!

– …

– Hayr, to pagoh.

– To pagoh.

Anvar ohi sabuk kashid.

Dar in bozor az kharidoron dida savdogaron ziyod budand. Az in ru, hamin ki kharidore paydo meshud, har yak savdogar kushish mekard, ki uro ba khud jalb namoyad. Vale ba pisarak etibor nadodand. U ba bozor qarib ki namedaromad. Zero on baroyash bihishro memond: tanho didan mumkin!

Savdogare ba hamshafatash guft:

– E in furuzonakash hej gape nabudaast. Bazur milt-milt mekunad-e. Nurash tamoman khira, chashmi odamro ba dard meorad.

Digari ba u guft:

– Tu kammasraf ne, bemasrafashro kharidai.

CHand nafar qoh-qoh zada khandidand.

In guftugu ba pisarak maqul nashud. Ruyashro ba digar taraf gardond. Va bori khijolat pakhshash kard. Haridan oson, furukhtan dushvor budaast. Sari kham gird-girdi bozor gasht. Dar khususi on fikr mekard, ki molro ba ki va chi khel peshnihod kunad. Harchand mayna ob mekard, rohi duruste nameyoft. Ojizi mekashid. Honai dilash pur az yasu navmedi gardid. Host ba khona bargardad. Qadam bardoshtu chehrai khastai modar peshi chashmash omad. In fikrro rad kard. Daqiqaho guzashtand. Pisarak gird megashtu gird…

Nigohash ba yak savdogari javon aftod. Vay dar nazarash garm toft. Beikhtiyor peshorui u tor tanidan girift. YAk-du bor az peshi u in su-on su guzashtu soni dar ru ba ruyash qaror girift.

– CHi mekhohi?! Ku, gum shav!

Pisarak az chunin «mehruboni» hayron shuda, izo kashida, surkhu safed gasht. Aknun savdogaron ba u bo shubha menigaristand. Kim-chi khel hushyortar meshudand. Nogah yak ehsosi oluda ba alamu tars dar dili pisarak joy girift:

«Onho maro duzd gumon mekunand».

Zani farbehi zardinai muyburidae bo siyosat guft:

– Hoy bacha! In jo biyo!

Pisarak sarosema shud.

– CHi qaraqchi vori rost istodai, namefahmi, odami az khudat kalon chi meguyad?! Ku, tez biyo!

Bo haros ohista qadam monda omad. Nigohash iztirobe dosht. Bazur lab ba sukhan kushod:

– Salom, khola.

– O-o, chi khel boodob budai?! – piskhand zad zan va ba sui u chashm alo kard. – Hola ne, apa bigu! Fahmidi?!

Nigohi zan tez va sardu khuranda, ovozash mardonai gushkharosh. Pisarak ba zur bo nishoni tasdiq sar junbond. Zan ba zarda pursid:

– Nomat chi?

– Gado, – ismashro pinhon kard bacha.

– CHi-i?! Tu gadoi mekuni?!

– Ne, ne, kh… apa. Nomam Gado.

– CHansolai?

– Dahsola.

– Mekhoni?

– Ha.

– Sinfi chand?

– Sinfi seyum.

– Dar kadom maktab?

– …

– Ay Kulobi?

– Ne.

– Ay kujoi?

– Man bachai tahjoiyam.

– CHi khel tahjoi?

– Az shahr.

– Kadom shahr?

– SHahri Dushanbe.

– CHaro tu in qadar logari?

– …

– Ochata gum kardi?!

– Ne, ne, modaram dar khona, – javob dod u va nigohashro gurezond.

– Pas, chi mekobi?

– Namekobam…

– Pas, chi mekhohi?

– Mekhoham…

Pisarak zabon khoid, chun lola sup-surkh shud, lol mond.

– CHi mekhohi? Guy! Man hama chizro doram. Bigu zudtar.

Pisarak sharmginona sar kham kard:

– Ne, mekhoham furusham.

– CHi?

Hudro ba dast giriftu ohista lab ba sukhan boz kard:

– Furuzonak… Ha, furuzonaki kamasraf.

– Boz furuzonak! – nolid yake az savdogaron.

CHand kas khandid. Ba nazari pisarak ba u piskhand zadand. Zamin nakafid, ki daroyad.

– O in chi gap-a? Televizor memoni-furuzonak! Radio memoni-furuzonak! Hatto darzmol ham furuzonak meguyad!

– Kani, nishon bideh.

Guli umed az in sukhan dar qalbash shukuft. Va u jon girift. Zud yak furuzonakro barovarda, ba zan dod. Zan «hum-m» guftu furuzonakro bo diqqat az nazar guzarond. Bad labu dahon inj karda, az rui odat nah zad:

– Kim-chi khel bezeb. Sorti pastash. Ne, rangi brak…

Ravzanai umed nopadid gasht. Qalbash molomoli yasu navmedi gardid.

– … Uh-hu-u, in CHini budaast-ku…

– Ne, ne, chini ne, Rossiya.

– Hayr, chand mepursi?

Pisarak nafahmid.

– Narkhash chand?

– Panj somoni.

– Panj somoni?! – labonashro burma kard pirazan. – Insof chi meshavad, insof?

– Insof?

– Ha, insof!

Pisarak muztar mond.

– CHand dona dori?

– Dahto.

Savdogar medonist, ki chunin furuzonakho dar bozor dah-ponzdah somoni meistand. Agar onhoro panj somoni kharida, dah somoni ba savdo zanad, panjoh somoni ba kaf meoyad. Bad ne. Ne, ne, naboyad sarosema shud. Boyad savdo namud. Narkhro farovard. Vay ba in haqqu huquq dorad? Bale, huquq dorad. Agar chor somoni savdo kunad, on goh shast somoni foida memonad. Andak-mundak ne, shast somoni-a!

Nogahon ba khud vajohati jiddi girifta pursid:

– Gush kun, boz naduzdida boshi?

Pisarak takone khurd. Bimu haros vujudashro faro girift. Bazur javob gardond:

– Ne-ne, naduzdidaam. Hudo zanad, ki naduzdidaam.

– Korat chatoq meshavad, bacha. Habs meshavi-a. Mefahmi? Kamash yak-du sol.

– Ne…

– Duzdida boshi, ba khubi iqror shav. Kase ki ba gunohash iqror shavad, Hudo gunohashro mebakhshad. Ha, Hudo mehrubon ast, – magas barin khiragi mekard zan.

– Guftam-ku, naduzdidaam…

Zan bo shast gapi uro burid:

– Ba chashmam nigoh kun!

Pisarak khijolatmandona ba rui zan nigarist.

– CHaro durug megui?

– Man durug naguftaam.

Zan in dafa bo qatiyatu tundmijozona pursid:

– Pas, inhoro az kujo girifti?

– Az khudamon. Panjtoyashro az hukumat ovardand. Oilai kambizoat gufta yori dodand. Panjtoi digarashro fitri ruza dodand. Modaram guft ki burda furush, non mekharem.

– Oh-ha, ana gapu mana gap!..

Ba savdoi zan kase sharik nashud. Zero u zani berue bud. Ba dahonash chi oyad, guftan megirad. Rioyaro namedonad. Az in ru, ba hama maqul nabud. Kase uro dust namedosht.

– Medoni, chi? Biyo, savdo mekunem, khayr?

Pisarak «khayr» guft, vale nadonist, ki savdo chi boshad.

– Hush, ki boshad se somoni mediham.

– Se somoni?

– Ha, se somoni.

In sukhan guyo yak zarbai berahmona bud, ki pisarak takon khurd.

– Ba hamaash se somoni?!

– Ne, ba har kadomash. Meshavad?

– Neee…

– Ne? Eh beaql, beaql! Biyo, ne nagu! Pushaymon meshavi!

– Neee…

– Ob-bo-o, zab chize budaast! Jonat ne-ku! Biyo, sei bideh. Okhir muft omadaast-ku.

Zan az khomush mondani pisarak ruh girift:

– Tu rozi-a?

Pisarak zoriomez guft:

– Modaram guft, ki az panj kam nadeh.

– Modarat az koru bori bozor bekhabar budaast. Bozor qoidavu qonuni khudro dorad. Bardorad zam kun, nabardorad kam. Fahmidi?

Pisarak ba tasdiq sar junbonid.

– Tu rozi?

– Ne.

– Hay sagirai shumru budai, man kholaat nestam, ki … – dugu pupisa kard zan. – Meshavad?!

– …

– Meshavad yo ne?!

– Ne.

– Nashavad, sadqai saram! Gir! Rav! Gum shav! E, binii fushuqat dar gur! Ku, binam, ki dar in bozor furuzonakhoi turo mekharad!

Sukhanoni zan zahri mor barin talkhu tund budand. Dili pisarakro siyohi pakhsh kard. Hissiyoti manfi vujudashro faro girift. Gashash jush zadu ba rui zan nigarist, to… To chi guyad? Namedonist. Az in ru nafasashro rost kardu po bardosht.

– Hoy, isto!

Zan savdoro idoma dod.

– Medoni, chi? Biyo, yak kor kunem.

– CHi kor?

– Lampochkahoro nasiya bideh.

«Nasiya dar Rossiya!»

CHashmi zan guyandaro just. Befoida, nayoft. Hama chun musichai begunoh karaki andokhtand.

– Nasiya medihi?

– Nasiya? – hayron ba chashmoni besharmu hayoi zan nigarist. – CHi khel nasiya?

– Namedoni?

– Ne…

– Nadoni, mefahmonam. Tu lampochkahoro monda meravi. Man ki furukhtam, omada pulashro megiri.

– Nametavonam.

Dar ovozi pisarak chi qadar dard, gamu gussa nuhufta bud. Ammo zan onro dark namekard. Savdoro sakht girift, pisarak ham past naomad. Nihoyat savdo pukht. Zan pulro se bor hisob kardu bo dili nokhoham ba pisarak daroz kard. Pisarak pulro ba dast girift. Hissiyoti manfi ba musbat tabdil yoft. Damash hot va dimogash choq shud. Farah ba tamomi vujudash khuruj kard. Dilash shirin-shirin gum zad. CHashmonash barq zadand. Sarash bolovu qomatash rost shud. Dar andomash khushbakhti padidor gasht.

Barobari az bozor khorij shudani pisarak savdogaron payiham omada, ba yakdigar navbat nadoda, uro tabrik mekardand:

– Tabrik!

– E SHumo zur!

– Bachaya bob karded!

– Judo qulay karded!

– Bah-bah!

– Vollo-billo!..

Zan mebolidu mebolid. Hudro khushbakht mepindosht. YAke jurat namud:

– Ku, yak binem!.. E, in zurash budaast!

Javone ham:

– Ku?

Digaron ham iltimos kardand. Nogoh az dasti yake furuzonak raho khurd. Vay bo dahshat «voh!» gufta dod zad. Barobari «voh!» guftani u az dasti digaron ham furuzonakho raho khurdand. Dah dona furuzonaki kammasraf ba shishapora mubaddal gasht. Figoni zan ba falak pechid. Olami bozor digar gasht. Hama dar dil qarsak mezadand.

– Bacha kani?

Marde pursid:

– Kadom bacha?

Zan bo khashm dod zad:

– Bachai ochat?!

– Parid.

– Ba kujo?

Mard fotihona posukh dod:

– Ba osmon.

Figoni zan az nav baland gardid.

Pisarak dar olami digar bud. Sui modar guyo meparid. Peshi chashmash chehrai modar jilva mekard, ki qanoatmand budu khandon.

7 oktyabri soli 2009

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